February 2012
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I'm thinking, I might as well return back to NY.
Though I didn’t have a steady job, I did get freelance & volunteer/intern positions here & there. In NY I’m at least somewhat guaranteed to get a job within my field. I can also get into what I’ve always wanted to get into. If I stay in SC I feel as if I waiting on nothing to happen as usually…I’m thinking.
Lets get happy. Lets be happy.
throw those worries away
…I keep telling myself
One day I won't be so lonely. I will be loved &...
…yep one day
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I asked my Ma, "Mama, have a person or situation...
MA: Yes but I didn’t let them or it bother me because eventually I learned my worth & I learned that my worth is greater is more beautiful than ever. I learned my self-worth.
ME: Okay.
MA: Why? What’s wrong?
ME: Nothing I was just curious. I’m okay.
MA: June don’t ever feel like you’re not good enough.
ME: I won’t Ma.
MA: That person or thing that you...
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I want to go to a rave so I can dance my worries...
That would be so fucking cool!!!
When I'm feeling down I dance.
It relaxes me.
hiiiheels-hiiihopes-hiiipower:
Carlitta Durand -...
I want a Interlude, In the Nude
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I sure do miss my grandma.
I feel so weak
…resting for the rest of the day.
#thatwassomedocvisit.
grasp me tightly & don't let go
please
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It just takes time.
…I keep telling myself.
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I miss being a kid & playing my playstation1 24/7
…the good days
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Boredom.
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I may just have a camera
maybe…hopefully
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you know it's hard to just be friends with an...
…especially when you & that individual share a real connection. it’s so hard that you’d rather not be their friend anymore. For that moment, you rather they go on & live their life happily without you b/c that’s how much it hurts to see them with someone rather than you. It’s not that you don’t love that individual anymore but it’s just that you...
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My niece told me, "June you're forever writing."
ME: Writing is how I express myself. You know that! I express my emotions better when I write them down. I’ll probably tremble & get all nervous if I had to actually speak them, show them.
“Don’t fake it. Either it is or it isn’t.”
– (via livelaughlovelocs)
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The sun needs to shine.
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don't go falling in love again
…that shit hurts
Good Morn
::WORKOUT FLOW::
…my weight loss journey is going good. I’ve lost 6 pounds in 2 weeks (that’s great for me lol)
:)
going to go fight sleep
…hopefully I’ll fall asleep.
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I'll always believe that it was meant to be, that...
We met here not knowing we were from the same state & so closely near each other & that we have so much in common. We connected mentally & emotionally before anything. I was convinced that it was love & I’m still convinced that it is. Hopefully he does too. When I first met him, butterflies went all through my stomach. I was so nervous that day. I’ll always be nervous...
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Eventually I’ll be done, I’ll finally be over it. It just takes time.
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She whimpered, "but what about the good ones?"
Eventually we go if we stay too long.
Ever feel like
breegant:
You’re the only person alive in the room? Like no one else is vibrating? Like they’re all drones? Projections?
“Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place.”
– Zora Neale Hurston (via thechanelmuse)
journaledemotions:
Quit worrying about things we can’t change.
“I’m bout to scream, I’m out my wings
And I need to fly.”
– A Blues for Me by Fertile Ground (via travelbywords)
scandaloussnail:
I was so preoccupied with waiting for my life to start, I didn’t notice it had started without me.
I'm starting to crawl out of my shell.
I’m proud of myself.
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I have a date tomorrow.
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Might as well move on. Clearly I can't have him....
I would have been so good to him & it’s crazy b/c for over a year I’ve been feeling him & the feelings still remain the same as they were when I first started to feel him.
my favorite instruments to hear is the acoustic...
each instrument makes me feel a certain way.
water is my favorite beverage.
it’s the only beverage I drink.
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“…caught up in emotion, burning up in her devotion to the king of...”
– “Adam Lives In Theory” Lauryn Hill
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I wish he wanted me the way I wanted him
I express my feelings all the time. I can’t help it though, it’s a feeling that just won’t seem to go away. Like I really have feelings for this guy.
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Good Morn
…I think I’m going to send him that text though I know that he’s not going to respond but some things you have to get off your chest. Holding in feelings will put you in a fucking cardiac arrest.
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I want him inside of me & I want to scream that...
popcorn & cartoons
…my spirits are somewhat lifted