One day,
I’m going to play my acoustic & sing India Arie’s “The Truth” to whomever my lover will be.
June 2012
Listen
India Arie “The Truth” (Instrumental)
Oh I love this. On repeat. I’m trying to memorize the guitar part. Teaching myself the tabs. #VIBE.
Writing. Listening to instrumentals. Reading. Listening to instrumentals.
“That’s who you really like. The people you can think out loud in front of.”
—John Green (via jayesue)
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the best moment ever
I’m babysitting my lil’ cousin & I dislike my menstruation…I fell asleep, so she went to sleep too; which I just woke up & she did as well…though when she woke up she pulled my blanket from my face & asked me, “You still sleep? Your stomach still hurting?” & I was like, “I’m awake NaBug & yes it’s hurting very badly” so she told me, “It’s okay” & gave my stomach & I a warm hug…she’s so sweet. I love my NaBug :)
Babysitting.
“Only someone who can say ‘I love you” is capable of saying “I forgive you”.”
—Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma)
currently teaching myself
the guitar tabs for India Arie’s “The Truth”
No matter how much I say I don’t believe in astrological signs, I am the epitome of an Aquarius.
Indeed.
if the independency is in emotions then yeah that’s the problem, i may be a cancer but i’m full self aware and my feelings and views are fully clear, i just dont get that in return
bellamattielou replied to your post: How do you get an Aquarius to bring their walls…
The girl you’re talking about is an aquarius?…I’m an aquarius!!…you know they say a Cancer & an Aquarius aren’t so compatible b/c of the difference of a Cancer’s sensitivity & a Aquarius independency…
Cancer::Aquarius: not so independency as in self-centered,it’s just that an Aquarius are very careful to who they show their emotions to & they like to take their time & have their space when it comes to showing emotions (we don’t let too many people in our hearts & when we do, it’s special & sometimes it’s better for us to write out our emotions to a person)…we’re just as difficult as a Cancer when showing emotions. We like you, in fact we may love you but it’s hard for us to depict that if we’re shown that we’re not wanted the same way as we want that individual…it’s like, “why even let our guard down when we’re going to just be turned down anyways?”…me personally as an Aquarius I don’t take rejection/hurt well especially when I’m really really in like/love with a person & when I see or feel as if I’ve been rejected/hurt I will lash out on that person out of nowhere, which means I just like/love them that much…Aquarians are just as stubborn as Cancerians when it comes to showing emotions.
“You have listened to fears, child,” said Aslan. “Come, let me breathe on you. Forget them. Are you brave again?”
—C.S. Lewis, Prince Caspian (via favoredgrace)
that moment when you realize what you & a person could have been...just 2 visionaries
we could have been…a great, inventive, entrepreneurial…creatively a spiritually, mentally, emotionally connected couple…2 dope individuals in endearment, in creativity, in business, in mind…forever rising…a very amazing creative duo.
Imagine
i want to direct. i want to produce a flim. i want my blog to be more than re-blogged pictures.
Amazing. Make it happen.
Morning.
“One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful.”
—Sigmund Freud (via spacelovemelody)
finally home
“Somebody loves you if they call you out on your bullshit. They’re not passive, they don’t just let you get away with murder. They know you well enough and care about you enough to ask you to chill out, to bust your balls, to tell you to stop. They aren’t passive observers in your life, they are in the trenches. They have an opinion about your decisions and the things you say and do. They want to be a part of it; they want to be a part of you.”
—(via irie-vibes)
Perseverance.
I have to motivate myself. I have to keep myself motivated.
I must inspire myself b/c I have no one to do it for me. Lately I’ve been confiding in myself & keeping myself inspired especially when it comes to working out, wanting my mom to recover fully soon, feeling my loneliness, wanting to just be hired somewhere so bad, etc. etc….which is good I think, b/c I’m learning a lot about myself that I didn’t know of, I’m learning to just BE & accept things as they are now, accept what I’m going through as a test that has been placed upon me, a test that is just making me stronger…So I’ve been motivating myself, I motivate myself along with God’s help I’m trying to keep motivated.
rough draft business proposal
currently writing/preparing
4:55 am; Every morning I’m up around this time, wide awake & gathering myself…taking her to, with her for radiation.
Would anyone like to be my poetry/pen pal?
- I love to write & I have no one to write to or write for. I would like someone to share my writings with. Inbox me if so please. We can exchange twitters, skypes, etc.
- Thanks : )
Celtics.
I’m learning to not worry so much & not let things I have no control over bother me.
Play
Today I meditated.
Reading.
Listening to Jazz while writing»»»»»»»»»
Jazz.
“The sweetest thing I’ve ever known, was like a kiss on the collarbone.”
—Lauryn Hill (via yupthatsmeee)
“It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but it’s even harder to give up when you know it’s everything you’ve ever wanted.”
—(via ogelainejoyce)
“Find someone who will tremble for your touch, someone whose fingers are a poem.”
—Janet Fitch (via keekeers)
- Dispatcher: 911, whats your emergency?
- Me: Is ya'll hiring?
I have no time to play games when it comes to love.
I’m a woman. I’m getting older. I want a man I can take serious, a man that will take me serious. Either you want me or not. Either you want me apart of your life or you don’t. I’m too old to be playing games. I want a man that will hold me, cherish me, love me, that will be my backbone & I do the same to him in return, I be his in return. I want a man that knows with all his heart that he’s mine & I’m all his. I have no time for the games. I’m getting older, I’m too old for these played out love games of today’s society. I’m a woman & I want a man that knows our love is damn real.
June, bloom darling.
Tony Guitar Watson
Hi-Tek
Hi-Tek “Tony Guitar Watson”
Morning. On repeat.
“i feel like an acoustic-electric will give me the sound im looking for…”
—(via capricornaquarius)
