I’m going to play my acoustic & sing India Arie’s “The Truth” to whomever my lover will be.
Writing. Listening to instrumentals. Reading. Listening to instrumentals.
I’m babysitting my lil’ cousin & I dislike my menstruation…I fell asleep, so she went to sleep too; which I just woke up & she did as well…though when she woke up she pulled my blanket from my face & asked me, “You still sleep? Your stomach still hurting?” & I was like, “I’m awake NaBug & yes it’s hurting very badly” so she told me, “It’s okay” & gave my stomach & I a warm hug…she’s so sweet. I love my NaBug :)
the guitar tabs for India Arie’s “The Truth”
No matter how much I say I don’t believe in astrological signs, I am the epitome of an Aquarius.
if the independency is in emotions then yeah that’s the problem, i may be a cancer but i’m full self aware and my feelings and views are fully clear, i just dont get that in return
The girl you’re talking about is an aquarius?…I’m an aquarius!!…you know they say a Cancer & an Aquarius aren’t so compatible b/c of the difference of a Cancer’s sensitivity & a Aquarius independency…
Cancer::Aquarius: not so independency as in self-centered,it’s just that an Aquarius are very careful to who they show their emotions to & they like to take their time & have their space when it comes to showing emotions (we don’t let too many people in our hearts & when we do, it’s special & sometimes it’s better for us to write out our emotions to a person)…we’re just as difficult as a Cancer when showing emotions. We like you, in fact we may love you but it’s hard for us to depict that if we’re shown that we’re not wanted the same way as we want that individual…it’s like, “why even let our guard down when we’re going to just be turned down anyways?”…me personally as an Aquarius I don’t take rejection/hurt well especially when I’m really really in like/love with a person & when I see or feel as if I’ve been rejected/hurt I will lash out on that person out of nowhere, which means I just like/love them that much…Aquarians are just as stubborn as Cancerians when it comes to showing emotions.
we could have been…a great, inventive, entrepreneurial…creatively a spiritually, mentally, emotionally connected couple…2 dope individuals in endearment, in creativity, in business, in mind…forever rising…a very amazing creative duo.
i want to direct. i want to produce a flim. i want my blog to be more than re-blogged pictures.
Amazing. Make it happen.
I must inspire myself b/c I have no one to do it for me. Lately I’ve been confiding in myself & keeping myself inspired especially when it comes to working out, wanting my mom to recover fully soon, feeling my loneliness, wanting to just be hired somewhere so bad, etc. etc….which is good I think, b/c I’m learning a lot about myself that I didn’t know of, I’m learning to just BE & accept things as they are now, accept what I’m going through as a test that has been placed upon me, a test that is just making me stronger…So I’ve been motivating myself, I motivate myself along with God’s help I’m trying to keep motivated.
4:55 am; Every morning I’m up around this time, wide awake & gathering myself…taking her to, with her for radiation.
- I love to write & I have no one to write to or write for. I would like someone to share my writings with. Inbox me if so please. We can exchange twitters, skypes, etc.
- Thanks : )
I’m learning to not worry so much & not let things I have no control over bother me.
Today I meditated.
Listening to Jazz while writing»»»»»»»»»
- Dispatcher: 911, whats your emergency?
- Me: Is ya'll hiring?
I’m a woman. I’m getting older. I want a man I can take serious, a man that will take me serious. Either you want me or not. Either you want me apart of your life or you don’t. I’m too old to be playing games. I want a man that will hold me, cherish me, love me, that will be my backbone & I do the same to him in return, I be his in return. I want a man that knows with all his heart that he’s mine & I’m all his. I have no time for the games. I’m getting older, I’m too old for these played out love games of today’s society. I’m a woman & I want a man that knows our love is damn real.